Monday, November 14, 2016

Hand in Hand with you... In The Ice-cream cone of life...

I remember the day when you first came to hold my hand despite everyone waiting for you...!
You made feel proud, making all other guys jealous...!
It happened in our school, when you know nothing I know nothing better than both of us..!
You and I.. How perfect we were for that school...
Hand in hand..what a blessing we offered to this world that time..!
But I forgot that you had grown now and you having chosen another guy's hand has much more meaning!!
Only I, having waited all these days with a blind hope that your hands are searching for mine, doesn't have any meaning..!
Life has gone.. and now we are not what we were those days...!
We all have become the cruel cunning adults...
The Ice-cream cone of life, is not bigger and sweeter in the ending as it was in the beginning..!
Hand in hand with you to eat it till the end, would have made no complaints...
But life it is! The criminal culprit of everyone's wishes!!
A long diary of memories, we have made now I suppose...
One day I met a woman, who was once a Miss.Universe...
She told the day she became the Miss.Universe was the happiest day of her life..!
One day I met an army man. He was rescued after 15 years in an enemy country..!
He told me the day, he was rescued was the greatest day of his life..!
Then I met a couple...
They said, the day she got conceived after 10 years was the wonderful moment in their lives..!
I thought and thought do I have any moments like those??
Yes, I do have a memory... !!
It was the day you held my hand for the first time..!


#NostalgicPen

Sunday, November 13, 2016

A Bus Ticket For Us!!

Do you want to look deep of me, or just ignore away with an outer glance?
Would you want to know that once I stood up for something...
And what I am now would have been what someone you could have been proud of...
Once I had a wonderful life.. and my decisions to choose my path ended me here...
Would you judge me of where I started or where I am now...
Would you know my own secret of who I am really...
If you know that secret, you will know who I can be despite whom I wanted to be...
Beware a moment, and decide the right thing...
It is this decision that is going to define us and you...
If you care about me, no issues you are already with me..
But if you care only about you, no issues too, but be smart to find the future of how it can be...
I am here... and you are choosing your driver!!
Men with golden cars and silver clouds are here too...
And what you say, where you want to go and how...
I will take you to all those dream places, you never imagined...
I know wonderful-tomorrows are waiting for us...
But now look at me, today I can't afford you the ticket price of your rollercoaster dreams...
All I have now is a bus-ticket...
But if you believe my secret, then just come with me...
And rest on my shoulders knowing that for everything is already taken care...!!

#NostalgicPen

Grave of the Butterflies

Long before I used to hop and try flying...
Beliving that I would fly someday...
Within me I had a million flying dreams deeply rooted...
My hope was stronger for a sooner evolution...
That this belief in me gave birth to a million butterflies...
But then I realised this world is not a suitable place...
I was afraid to try flying...
That made me weak and decay a little...
Day by day I saw a butterfly in me die because,
I would not let it spread it wings and fly...
Sooner I realized I wasn't not I,
Now I am just a walking grave of the butterflies...
Around that grave, is a million dreams floating away...

#NostalgicPen

Saturday, October 15, 2016

Who Are You...?

Who are you?
Are you a science fiction or a nightmare?
Are you someone's memory wrongly planted in my brain...?
I know you can't be someone
When I know that someone can't be you..
I know you can't be myself because you are not my past, present or future...
You are not my displaced time or my perfectly timed displacement...
You can't be anyone and
You can be anything other than nothing...
But you can't be anything too.
You can't be some kind of evolution or a creature of any kind...
My mistakes will be your right and
Your worries will be my happiness...
You can't be my enemy or my friend...
You can't be anything other than these two...
I tried knowing you and you tried unlearning me...
I thought I have never seen you and never will...
But also I was excited when I will see you for the second time...
And I know if don't see you for the second time then I will see you again only fourth time...
Are you my square root or my exponential?
I saw you walking parallel to me in a straight line converging at three points with the straight line I was walking with..
I rushed and closed your eyes with my hands from your behind, and asked, "Who are you?"...
I wondered why you are closing my eyes with your hands from my behind and turning back I asked, "Who are you?"

#NostalgicPen

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Seeing the Stars in Night...!

At every important occasions of my life... At those times when I feel the happiest. In those days I do nothing, but wait for the night to come. And when the night arrives, I just move to the place, where I could see the sky and stars perfectly. And I just see those stars and talk to them of how much happy I was and how much beautiful that day was. It is like making a reference to the important occasions of my life. So that when I look back one day maybe at the last day of my life... It will be easy for me to recollect the important occasions of my life... I will just have to remember about the days, I looked stars and talked with them... Be it meeting you, or getting married to you or getting old with you and at last, dying in your lap. Because those stars I meant were your eyes and the sky was nothing other than your beautiful face.


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Wednesday, July 13, 2016

7 Reasons Why I Think KABALI Will Be Just Another Average Movie?

1. There was so much delay in the release of the movie. It means that the movie makers are not happy with the way the Kabali movie has turned out and are afraid of movie becoming flop.



 2. Only one teaser and few short teaser were released. Remember how many teaser and trailer were released for Baahubali. It is because Baahubali had too many good scenes and they were able to cut it out but Kabali seems to have only a few good scenes.

3 . The teaser was not that much impressive as well. If the movie has many good scenes then I am sure teaser would have been much more impressive and they would not have dealt with just one dialogue teaser.

 4. Rajini seems to be aged and his body language or acting doesn't seem to be that much impressive. I am sure with this line, all the Rajini Maniacs will want to kill me, but if my guess is not wrong, this point will be criticised as one of the major drawback of Kabali once it gets released in theatres.

 5. Rajini is doing good for people in this movie also. Since last of his movies, that dealt with the same subject became flops. It means audience have grown while film-makers haven't




 6. There is too much of marketing for Kabali.



 7. Execpt Nerupu da, other songs are unberable to hear.

 Perhaps, Nerupu da song with vintage Rajini will do the wonders in the screen. It may be for few seconds but still there will be goose-bumps, and Pa.Ranjith has given two awesome films and we can't predict how the film might turn out. But I don't see it become a blockbuster. Maybe I will be wrong. But these are my own prediction and it is not intented to hurt anyone. Rajini verians beware, because everyone loves Rajini but some respect cinema and every artist involved with it.



Friday, June 24, 2016

Prisioner's Memories

How will I explain of how my life changed, since after meeting a girl like you... You gave me so much hurtful memories, but irony is that whenever I am sad, I close my eyes and remember your random smile and it brings me so much of peace and joy as the way a random butterfly flying around and finally coming to sit in the arms of a prisoner would... #NostalgicPen

Metro Special

I love the way you ask me to stand in a corner and buy tickets for both of us.. I love the way you come and hit me after the security check and say, "Without me, you would get lost..." when it is not... I love the way you hold my hands at the escalator and say, "Step your right foot first, and hold the hand rails else you will fall..." when it is not... I love the way you get a seat for me as soon as we enter the metro ... I love the way you take care of my everything as if I dont know anything... #NostalgicPen

Saturday, March 12, 2016

Kavithaigalal Eluthapattavan

Intelligent are those who ran away from seeing you, in ten minutes while fools like me could have gone made and writing about you ...
If you and I would have met in other form or say somewhat earlier in our lives we would have been married. It is not our fault it's the fault of the destiny of why a beautiful love story failed to happen.
I will write about you as if was born for that I have spent my life in loving you and writing about you, during my next life I want to read this and fall for a girl may be the same girl I have written about.
I am afraid to dream about you. I live so many different lives with you in my dreams, but sometimes later, when I realised those were just dreams and not reality, they hurt me like anything. But what makes me more afraid is that what if after our death, we were told that, all those dreams you dreamed in earth were going to be true and this is called as heaven. How could I afford to miss those? I don't know who is that girl. I hate all girls because i suppose they would have cheated me... but to cheat me they should have loved me .. but they didn't but to love me in the first place they should meet me... but how could I love her when I haven't met her yet... where can I find her.. am I writing about her only to find here...?
He is the favourite writer of what he read and favourite reader of what he wrote.. he wrote about her to love her... he loved her to write about her..

#NostalgicPen