Monday, April 7, 2014

Never Regretting Loving You...

We were born somewhere
We met one day…
I fell in love someway…
When your memories hurt my soul…
In the darkest place, I played the joker role…
Alone in the room I cried…
Along with the gang I smiled…
When moment by moment my toughest days unfold…
I will keep playing this role untold…
Then I would move on in my life someway...
Thinking about you, one day
I would die somewhere…
In all the times, I never regret loving you

When I know loving you has never been my option…







Sunday, April 6, 2014

But Then You Happened...

I used to sit in the park bench for a longer time…
Wait for the trains one after another…
Roam in the same street again and again…
Wondering if I could get in my life once again…
I failed everyday...
But then you happened…

Her image in my eyes hurt me more and more…
I hurt my heart with her memories day by day…
I wet my pillow with my tears night and night...
Thinking about her, I decayed with time…
Wondering if I could get over her ever in time…
I lost my hopes totally
But then you happened…

I remember the day you told me…
Lungs are so sweet… Please take care of it
And don’t spoil it with a toxic cigarette…
How much you used to care me...
You insisted, “A cigarette and a rose price the same
So, buy me a rose instead of buying you a cigarette
I will count the roses to know how much you love me…”
I used to feel my life is getting spoiled by fulfilling my own needs…
But then you happened…

Day by day I reduced a cigarette to buy you a red rose…
When your love showered my heart like a miraculous rain in deserts…
I reduced smoking to buy you basket of roses…
That day, when I quit smoking, I came with roses to see you…
Only to know that this girl with a beautiful heart,
Have cancer in her lungs…
Crying for you, I remembered the day I first met you…
How you came into my life was my beautiful love story…
It was one rainy day, escaping from the rain,
I moved to a bus stop and lighted a cigarette
A girl with bluest eyes asked me to put it offBur
It would have been just another normal day in my life
But then you happened…


Unable to buy you roses, which would count my infinite love…
I placed your grave in this beautiful rose garden I built for you…
This is my love story of how a girl
Protected my lungs only to damage my heart forever…
With your priceless memories, I could pass my time here in the garden...
But looking forward I feel, I couldn’t go on in my life…
But while looking back, I knew how I once foolishly felt the same
But then you happened…
#Krishnanena

Friday, April 4, 2014

You Were My Hero When I Was Five...

Even In Your Busy Days, You Found Happiness In Playing With Me… With Your Care, You Made All My Moments Beautiful I Saw The World With Your Eyes And It Remained Wonderful You Made Sure, I Was Enjoying My Most Enjoyable Days You Were My Hero When I Was Five…
I Was Slow In Learning Everything… I Wasn't Good At Sports, I Wasn't Good At Anything But You Made Me Believe That There Was Nothing Wrong In It And You Taught Me The Things Which I Was Interested You Were My Tutor When I Was Ten…
You Gave Me Enough Freedom When Others Complained, You Stood By Me As My Support The World Seemed To Be Hectic, But Your Words Were My Motivation You Allowed Me To Choose The Men I Want To Be Like You Were My Role Model When I Was Fifteen…
The Paths Of My Life Became Rough Falling In Love, Falling In Hate Everything Happened And When I Wanted To Be Alone You Waited Outside My Doors When I Wanted To Cry, I Had Your Shoulders You Were My Best Friend When I Was Twenty
Adopting My Life Became Difficult. Many A Times, I Thought It Was Better To Leave The World But You Opened Me The Doors Of Heaven Hidden In This World And Made My Life A Fairy Tale You Were My Soul-Healer When I Was Twenty Five
A Perfect Man, From You, I Learnt Values Of Life And Importance A Family Life I Realized Purposeful Life Contains Caring Our Loved Ones. I Found Happiness In Little Things And Magic Of Forgetting Big Worries "You Were The Best Dad, I Wanted To Be For My Son," When I Was Thirty.