Monday, December 5, 2011

lets smile-for now and forever..


 Make all your worries as a beautiful mirror;
See yourself in it for the last time
Put it down and break it by saying that
“You are no more needed to me”

In The Journey Of Life


                                                
                                                                  In the journey of life
You are like a bus
I will wait for you sometime
If you don't come, then
I will start walking,
No matter if you come
After i have started walking
Though this pains
       I like to travel than sitting by........

your thoughts


Sometimes whenever I feel disturbed
Your thoughts make me feel peaceful
Sometimes whenever I feel lively
Your thoughts make me feel deserted
Sometimes whenever I feel happy
Your thoughts make feel sad
Sometimes whenever I worry
Your thoughts make me feel joyous
Your thoughts sometimes brings the rain in my desert
And it sometimes brings the fire in my forest
Whatever it may be, until your thoughts are with me
My soul will be breathing somewhere in this world..

Thursday, October 20, 2011

marriage invitation


As you were afraid of seeing her gaze
You came in night, when she is slept
In order to see and awe how beautiful she was really?
Your love for her is much intense, that
For some days you emaciated
And for some days you grew
For all these days, with the one sided love towards her
you thought that someday she will be yours
But now I am sorry to say, that the one you loved
Is going to get married with one,
Who loves her more than you,
With the breath that has kissed your girl’s heart
I am sending you our first marriage invitation
Be there with all your friends and relations!
Hide yourself in the huge crowd
And bless us while we walk down the aisle, you “the little moon”





Thursday, August 18, 2011

My Kind Of Love

There are two kinds of lovers in this world

One falls in love at the first sight

The other feels after some time or some days

Or some weeks or some years

That they have fallen in love at the first sight itself…

i love you

How could I say that I love you?
For it had lesser intensity
I loved you so much
That no one on the universe has ever did
Yet I never expressed you 
For I believed you may not be mine
Days went on I was afraid that my love may go unsaid
So I decided to make you understand the part you played in mine
And I don't know how that happened
All of a sudden I proposed you through the mail
Your silence makes me think of that
You may never have noticed my mail or
You may be thinking that I may be ok to live with
I am waiting for your consent as a response and it was just
Like waiting for a dream to come true in another dream
Because I still doubt, do those things were just an dream
There are more chances that your consent may positive
Yet I knew it may not, whatever may be
In this world everyone is loved so crazily by someone
Though they do not wish or care for them
And for you let it be me......

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

how silly you were?

I always believed in the existence of you

I always prayed to you

I always shared everything with you

I always gave my love unselfishly

But how selfish you really were

Oh! God how silly you were

You don’t want me to give her

Because you were afraid that

I may forget you if I got her………………

Monday, August 15, 2011

deep inside my eyes lies your image

  When my life was full of darkness
With your love I found the light
And when you were gone there is no use of the light
Because your departure had made me blind
Still after that your love was there
As the another blind person
To show me the path of my life
I went on those paths with all your thoughts
Many people walked into my life
But they couldn’t cast their footprints in my heart
Because their foot prints were destroyed by your memory waves
Like the tidal waves carrying away the footprints on the shore
Years went and our hairs have turned grey
We have become old
Four decades have passed
Though I loved you but I never proposed so
Still you were unaware of the part you played in my life
Still I am having a deep regret
And I preserved that as the top secret
Yes, baby I still love you and yearn for you
To come into my life once again
Because deep inside my eyes lies your image

Monday, August 8, 2011

masterpiece

You have no one to call you by a nick name

You have no silly jaded stories to be said again and again

You have no one to buy you something when your pocket is empty

And no one to share your money resting in your purse

No one to give the birth day bump

Once you had all these things done by few but you left all those

Because you believed these were small things

And life yet has many things to be attained

You were right these were little things,

In the huge tale of life

But why you yearn? For those little things to happen

Why you cry? When these little things fails to happen

Because you know very well that

Only these little things filled as the ink of

The pen that wrote the masterpiece named friendship

friendship day

Every day of our life goes with the friends
Even every day happens only because of friends
Then why do we have a separate day
For celebration of the friends
Because it is one of the day in a year
To remind some of the idiots
With whom we cherished every moment
With whom we did some mischievous things
With whom we said some foolish lies
For whom we owe the money
With whom we felt happy
Whom we miss the most
Whom were always near with us and went far from us
It is a day just to think of those idiots
With whom we felt the real friendship
And whisper their names in our heart
And just give a smile for them in our face...


(August 2011)

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Why You Said NO to ME ?

I never thought anything more important than you

All I thought is to sacrifice my life for your happiness

Everyone believed this as love but I felt this, as something more than that

I believed nothing could divide us

Until the day you said no

I wondered how this could happen to me, but when happened

My heart cried like the baby who doesn’t knew anything

Since it believed only tears could lessen its weight

But I never blame you for this, how I could

But if God was in front of me I would have pelted the stones on him

Because all my prayers to him was ignored

He only made me to love you

Only because one day he wanted to take you away from me

After you left I went and hugged the ivy tree

In which I had written the names of the both

Everywhere all my eyes could see is the image of thee

But my hands couldn’t catch them

I chased them then, ended to sleep in the beach

After few moments I can’t believe that

I was in a temple surrounded by all our relatives

The music of the marriage eve was hitting my ears

I was sitting there as the groom with the auspicious thread in my hands

You was there near with me as the bride

I felt as if I attained the whole world

I will never open my eyes anymore, because

I knew if I open my eyes all these things will go

i miss you to love you more

It has been so long since I have seen you

I have even forgotten your face

The words you spoke with me

The days you spent with me

But I feel every moment as same like

The moments you was near with me

Even when I close my eyes before I sleep

I could feel yourself in me

As we love the ones whom we miss the most

It doesn’t matter that I haven’t got you

Because I feel that I miss you only to love you more

I know what I feel is a quite sort of craziness

But only those who love someone will know

How beautiful my feelings are, because

In one or mays all the ones who love someone

Are insanes.

days in a paradise

The dreams that filled everyone’s eyes

The stories that were said under the trees

The time that were spent in the benches

The treats that were kept and borrowed

The hostel food that reminded the missing of mother’s food

The gazes of the beautiful ones that made

Our loved ones to be forgotten for seconds

The results that came proportional to the movies

Those were seen before the nights of the exam

The heroic acts that ended up in great comedies

The cakes that were bought only to waste

The beatings that were given in the birthday midnight

The innocent proposals and the paining humiliations

These were happenings but

Someday these will be memories

The tear drops that runs down the cheeks

When we travel lonesome in a bus near the windows seat

In one or more ways

All these are beautiful college days

What shall I give you in return?

You gave me birth, you gave me breath,
You gave me the world, you gave me everything,
You gave me myself,
What shall I give you in return?
If everything that I have is given by you,
For all the things you gave,
I owe you everything including me, but
All I can able to give is the love in return
But I could never be able to return even that fully
Because if earth has given droplets of water
The sky can return it fully as rain but
How can the sky return? If the earth has given the ocean
Likewise if you had given me the droplets of love
I would have returned it as the rain
But you my mother all you gave me is the ocean of love.

Monday, July 18, 2011

written for a writing contest for this story"As in love as never before": by k.krishna kumar

:There are two kinds of lovers in this world the first kind is those falls in love at the first sight and the second kind is those who feels after some days or some months or some years later that they had actually fell in love at their first sight itself. I belong to the second kind i saw her for the first time when i was fourteen when i entered as a new student to that school where she was studying during that time i still remember there was nothing in my mind except that she was beautiful.
Yes she was really very much beautiful with her complexion appeared as if it was made by squeezing the rose petals which were dropped in white milk for few days with her ordinary black hair with its mysterious shining and her black eyes as innocent as the just born baby's eyes. But to say the truth it was my eyes which viewed her as if she was the most beautiful woman in the world.
     One day she came into my dream and the next day i saw her, she smiled as if the same dream came to her, from that day i realized that i had fell in love for her. Each day i went on to school just in order to see her, i felt that my heart was always hanging around her whenever she was near with me and missing somewhere whenever she is not with me, i was very much attracted towards her.
     Days went on but i never proposed her as i was afraid that she may not accept my proposal and there came my fate which is so cruel that it took my chance of being near with her when my beautiful school days ended. After that i was not known where she was gone, all i believed is that she is playing hide and seek and she will come to me when the game ends. years went on i saw many beautiful girls but i never fell for them then i realized that there was something other than her beauty for which i had fell for.
    And the cunning time went on then i didn't knew where she was i had even forgotten her face, the words she spoke with me, the days she was near with me but still when i close my eyes before i sleep i could feel herself in me. I knew that she won’t be aware of the part she played in my thoughts and dreams, she will never knew that i loved her so much, it hurt me so much when i thought of this and i decided to propose her for i was afraid that my love for her may go unsaid.
    My proposal was so simple as like her simple no to it, i felt that though she didn't love me i could never take her away from my life even if i empty my heart she will be still present in it as the emptiness.
   Now i am twenty i still believe that her love will be always there in guiding my life in the best way, i started loving my life only after i started loving her and i should never hate my life because she was not with me, If i do so then there won’t be any meaning in my love towards her. I will surely marry some other girl and live a beautiful life which i thought of living with her, because all women are more or less same in nature, it was my love that made herself appear as the most unique from other women.
     I will do all these because someday in my life i want to look back and feel happy that all these great things happened because i loved her and make myself and others including her to understand that my love for her is always been a great gift for me in making my life a beautiful one.

AS IN LOVE AS NEVER BEFORE

The day you came into the dreams of mine
I realised that I was as in love as never before
When you smiled as if you had the same one
All I felt is that someday you would come and adore

When you was near I never spoke because of shy
So the time got anger and flew somewhere
Oh! God Just give me the wings to fly
For I had to catch that time back and keep it there

If you love someone let you say
Then I will never come in your way
If you don’t remember i am waiting for you everyday
And come soon without any delay

Whenever I am happy, I feel thee
You are there with me as the happiness
Even if you take everything away from me
You will be still present as the emptiness

All I want is you to become my wife
Every relation except you is full of lies
Baby, never cry once in your life
I will die ‘cause I am living inside your eyes

who other than me will call you with a nick name
who will listen everthing to everything you talk
who other than me will give you all the fame
who will hold yuor arms in all the way you walk

When your beauty wilts and when you become old
Who will love you this much as I do
The depth of my love could never be told
So you think well before saying no

I don’t know what on earth
Could convey my love underneath
If you can’t give you then give me myself
Which I have been, before the day I saw yourself

Monday, February 21, 2011

fewhappiness

you may be sad because,
"you feel yourself as not beautiful"
you may be sad because,
"the one you love have left you"
you may be sad because,
"you have failed many times"
you may be sad because,
"you think you missed the good chances in your life"
you may be sad because,
"you think there is no one likes you"
you may be sad because,of  certain other reasons
but remember that when worries come to you
the HAPPINESS will be dancing at a FEW distance
asking you "wont you accompany me in its coquettish gesture" when you are ready to cross the FEW distance
to leave your worries and get the HAPPINESS then there
will be a sower of happiness in all the way you walk
through the life life always gives you happiness,when it gives you the worries just deny it and seek for the "FEWHAPPINESS"

Monday, February 14, 2011

february 14

everyone will play certain role in your life but everyone dont deserve some special space in yur heart only one do,everyday comes and goes in your life but every day is not special but tomorrow(february 14) is......this is a chance for you to reduce the pain caused by the cupid's arrow just express your love to the name holder of your password....